I'm too emotional aren't I? Why can't I be perfect too? (Pt 2)

Niki

This is wrong. All of it is wrong. Where is it? Where's your perfect face, perfect body, perfect laugh, perfect life? Where is your perfect victory? 

Your...your? Yes I'm still saying "your". I mean after all this is about you NOT me. 

 

(Brain)Maybe we have Atelophobia...you know...the fear of being imperfect. We might have it. 

 

We? Who is we? I told you THIS ISNT ABOUT ME. what don't you understand? IM NOT EMOTIONAL , IM NOT IN PAIN. IM HAPPY AND IM PERFECT. 

 

(Brain) the look in your eyes doesn't match what you say. (Heart) if you were truly happy you wouldn't act like this.

 

Perfect huh? Yeah...that's right I'm perfect. Ha. I AM perfect. Ahahahahaha. Perfect; that's me. No more trying to be "close to it" I already am. Aha. 

 

P.E.R.F.E.C.T. 

 

Please End me Right Fucking now Even if you Can't Take it. I'm not ready for this world. I never was and never will be. 

 

Dont do this to me. 

 

(Heart) you're just too "perfect" it's time to shut down. Say goodbye. 

 

W-what me? I told you this isn't about me. How coul- no you can't do this. 

 

(Brain) listen to you're heart. It's time to go. 

 

...

 

N-no it's not over maybe for you but not me. It can't be after all this is about you not-

(Heart) its time... goodbye

 

No wai-

 

 I was to emotional wasn't I? 

 

...maybe just a little.  

  • Author: Younique (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: May 15th, 2025 22:09
  • Comment from author about the poem: Tread lightly when reading...some things said might be too strong for people to handle mentally. Please know that I wrote this with the intention of getting my emotions out.
  • Category: Unclassified
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  • sorenbarrett

    Emotions are a powerful thing and this poem snows many. Strong emotions voiced in a raw manner. Well done

    • Niki

      Thank you once again for your kind words!!



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