11:56 PM

The wind is so calm I see stars 

With his hand on my thigh, I feel so warm 

The sound of his voice makes me feel alive 

Arizona in the car 

The year be so assertive 

MK is on sight 

We’re going there, once we get there

Only the cold will burn and make us feel hot 

The taste of your lips is what I’ve been waiting for 

Always in denial of what could go wrong 

The difference is I will take you to that spot 

The one I like to vent out and scream out the tragedies of my love 

Don’t judge the book by its cover 

Learned that the hard way 

Born to be a weird woman in a world so conformist 

But I’ll be yours and you’ll be mine 

Tonight is the night I cry out the most 

Though my heart is empty, my soul is full

Happy moments but sometimes dull 

Tell me a secret, you said 

Secrets make people who they are 

I could never betray myself by exposing me 

Don’t ask questions and take me on ride, far 

Far from all the dark things that follow me 

Monsters still under my bed 

With time, they became part of the nightly ritual 

Took my soul with no residual 

Oh lord please let this be real 

I’m so tired of fantasies and books 

Make this my supreme weapon 

Ready to fight in the battle that started before me 

When my mother was young and free 

Resentment is knocking on my door every month like I owe them bills 

No expression only feels 

Touch me where hurts the most 

Inside my veins where the blood runs cold 

I’ll let you take my heart, so young but so old 

I fell off the edge of the smoke of an airy sign 

You blind me and I see nobody else on sight 

Make me happy and forget about the rest of this so called life