I'm learning

I'm learning

I'm learning to be alone in life with just my inner self,
bought some books to learn still new sitting on my shelf.
Websites with documents and videos to download and view,
created to be teaching the reader or watcher something new.
Nothing takes me to the point I seek, want, need, or desire.
Nothing I can find teaches thus I seek more, I look, I enquire.

Just me and my inner self walk, breathe, dream together alone,
only knowing what to each other we've viewed, we've shown.
Learning, I'm learning to be alone in life with both together.
Learning each spending time away from the other in our nether.
There is this thing a thought since this life had begun,
I have no choice we are together never but together as one.