Love Monologue

My godfather told me about loving a woman,

He loves his wife like a madman even though she was married before,

He has 2 beautiful children that anybody would envy,

And a supporting wife that any man with half a head would envy,

I grew up with periods of different love thoughts,

But now she's here and I can't get her out of my head,

The hardest thing to do is get the thoughts of my head,

If I'm unhappy do I tell or consider myself lucky to have her?

I accepted the terms when we started the story,

Though I wish she would show me her love in her own way,

I sometimes feel abandoned and I am the one that says sorry,

Even 30 minutes each week would make me less worried,

She gets mad at me and I can never fault her,

She hurts me more than she knows but I can never fault her,

It's wrong of me to let her when I feel rolled over,

But how many times will I get to fall in love like this?

I could type out a message and I've done before,

Okay is the only reply I got when I expected more,

I'm barely alive emotionally and I might die,

Would she take me seriously if I told this to her eye to eye?