Things you do

Walking around a supermarket again 

But it’s not what you want to do 

walking around a shop 

whilst dissociated 

no fun 

yet others are at the beach 

at a new park they never been to before a new town they never been too 

And here you are 

walking around a supermarket 

going out

as they want to go there so you go to 

you need to get out 

but it isn’t really what you want to do 

and then you feel a sigh 

Not being able to enjoy your day 

what’s the other option today 

Walking around the estate 

oh I did that too 

others are out there doing new different things 

having more of an experience in your day 

and here you are 

walking to Aldi’s 

feeling tired with your mind 

sad with the day 

yet others are having amazing days 

and here I am walking around the estate 

and going to the shop again 

tried to read some of my book today 

Cudnt feel connected to it 

and here are others 

having the experiences in their days 

more than doing the same things 

all the time 

more than feeling similar ways 

experiencing 

having more to say about their day 

Getting to the end of the day sayung how amazing their day has been 

lacking the motivation today 

that’s simply all I’ve done 

walked to a shop with others 

walked around the estate 

Is that not enough ? 
Am I meant to be doing more 

and others are achieving more 

experiencing more 

atleast some people are 

so confusing this life