Love

Love

Is it love

Is love whenever you see someone

Your heart skips a beat?

Is love when your mind goes numb at the sight of them?

Is love when you look to them and you're head over heels?

Is love when

all you see is the explicit thoughts you've hidden?

Is love a horse you've ridden?

or is it a car that crashes as you fall towards the pavement?

The payment you paid with your own blood

You you you you

Oh my god

Oh my god

I can't stop i can't i

One look at you and it doesn't stop

It won't stop

Why are you on top of me

Why are you drowning me with lust

A musk of what i thought was you

Was just a strong figment of my imagination.

Fascination i feel towards you is not love

It's a temporary craving

My thoughts are racing

My heart is raving

My eyes are screaming fuck me but you won't even look at me

I don't want you that way

I don't wanna be anything to you

I just want you to undress me

use me to your hearts content

reel me in.

peel me out.

hypnotize me

whisper me.

bite me.

bleed me.

rough me.

step on me.

kick me.

stab me.

have a piece of me.

Cut me up and eat me out and spit me out

for my blood is bitter

I'm so tired

I admire

I desire

I require.

Give me a reason

For this is the season where you can pluck me

Love

It isn't love

Don't mercy me

Don't you look at me?

Don't you like it when i walk in?

Don't act like you don't want me down below

You know you want me

You want this

I must ask

Do you feel it too when you get the urge to have your bones broken and your insides poured out and your body used until it's beyond recongition?

Please please please

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Break me.