Now I live

Now I live

I just didn't want to know the shallow end,
didn't want to wade past the latest trend.
I didn't want to blend my color into a number,
didn't want to sheep myself into my slumber.
I just didn't want.
I just didn't want.
I just couldn't let myself be like another,
wouldn't let myself of itself hide and smother.
I just couldn't be the one you wanted of me,
wouldn't let you change me into what you wanted to see.
I just couldn't.
I just couldn't.
Now I live for my inner self's own dignity,
live for it's own self made tranquility.
Now I live for the silence surrounds me,
live for the visions now inside to see.
Now I live.
Now I live.