Kjoy

I only wanted you

I would twist my thoughts and feelings

Just to reach some one-sided meaning

But what's been keeping you happy

I never thought to be one of those interests

But I never kept you interested

I only wanted to be the perfect man

Aroused in dance of a distanced plan

Throwing words when I'm mad 

to make you understand, oh what a fool

I must've looked back then 

Wanting you to always scream back

across this canyon I've created

I'd rebuild the bridge I burned

Against my hesitation

But now guided by mishandled frustration

Killjoy oh Killjoy

Do you see what I have demonstrated

The world is ending and as your love went missing

I couldn't move just shivered in silent dread

But I'd love to see you once before we're all dead

To hear your stories and take you out of my head

Maybe then I'd accept this as dead