broken peace

I feel like a storm, a hurricane inside Crashing through emotions, with nowhere left to hide i'm a tangled mess of shadows, a battlefield of scars

And I wonder, can anyone truly love me as I am, behind these bars? I push you away, not because I want to

But because I fear you'll see the truth The darkness that lingers, the pain that won't cease Can anyone love this intensity, this chaotic, broken peace?

I crave a love that burns, a fire in the soul But I'm terrified of getting consumed, losing all control

I'm a walking contradiction, a paradox of need Wanting to be held close, yet begging you to recede

Maybe I'm too much, too loud, too raw, too real A constant rollercoaster, an emotional appeal

I'm a challenge to unravel, a puzzle to decode Can anyone handle the weight, the heavy, heavy load?

I push you away, not because I want to But because I fear you'll see the truth The darkness that lingers, the pain that won't cease

Can anyone love this intensity, this chaotic, broken peace?

So I brace myself for impact, for the inevitable fall Knowing that loving me is a risk, a gamble for it all

But deep down, I still yearn for a love that's unafraid To dive into the depths, where my true self is displayed.