Dearest Emily

You made promises you couldnt keep
And kept me along in "1" piece
And now I am sharing and showing and you get mad
Cant you see, see how this makes me feel sad
Your my bsf and I am yours or so you say
I am sorry for all the pain but you should of just told me and not dismay
I love you with all my heart and you were willing to throw it away
Yes so was I but heres the difference, I was willing to stay
So dearest Emily I am sorry to say
But its either you hear or go away
I cant keep the hurt bc I shouldnt bottle things up
But you've caused so much and it needs to stop

- can't you see I'm tired of being a caged bird wishing to be free of the lies you've fed me
or the intoxicating feeling of being drowned in your sea
I'm collapsing, I'm bleeding
falling down to my knees
so, i beg you to take my apology and leave because
I can't keep being sorry for the pain you've inflicted on us both

And no matter how much I apologize, put myself out there,
But I failed, every time you would yell and say im out of line
Out of pocket out of time