in between

i’m not too crazy

but i’m not all well,

i’m not that smart

but i’m not dumb either.

i’m not the worst fuck he’s had

but i’m not the one he calls for seconds.

i’m not ugly

but i’m not worth writing songs about.

i’m not dirty

but i’m never clean.

i’m not a lie

but i’m no longer the truth.

i’m not dying,

i’m just losing shape.

in between.