A distraction

I feel like I'm cheating on you, but I know I'm not 

It's been months now ... Yet I still feel the love pumping for you

I bleed it from my veins. I still miss your smile! 

I miss the way we listened to music when you'd come home from work as I cooked you home meals 

I know you're never going to change so I can't wait any longer 

I need a distraction and will find one soon but just know I will always still pump love for you 

No matter the distraction or temporary discrepancy 

But I need the distraction... To set me free