you asked for beauty and i rage

Heroin, Meth, Cocaine

and still you are my favorite

fill me up-

top me up

do me hard and rough

fuck me till i love myself

fuck me till dawn

do me on the porcelain tile

do me in front of your mother

rub your fingers the way you know

show me your dark side

and i’ll show you my fun side

eat me up

chew on me like the little flesh

on frail bones can regenerate

and then

i’m the trash collection

left on the curb-

like i’m only worth it on sundays

stranded and alone

i feel no pain

you asked for my lifestyle

you asked for beauty and i rage

and although rage has consumed me

at least- beauty is not far behind

there’s still human meat

between these teeth