The Loneliest Soul

I have never felt 
so alone 
in my life. 

I do not
belong here. 

I never have, 
and I never will. 

For a split second, 
I think that I have 
found my place 
in this world, 
and I feel... 
slightly reassured 
and comforted. 

But it all just... 
goes away 
in a blink of an eye, 
and I am right back 
to where I started. 

For another second, 
I find myself 
wanting to fit in, 
but then, 
I finally realize... 
that it is better
to be out of this world, 
than to be in it.