Why cant i be free?

I don't want to set the world on fire but for you id let it burn centuries of forgotten lives dancing through my soul the hands of which once carried me home tear through my heart The wounds of which will never heal got me in this deal a life of suffering for a million dollars oh what I won't do to acquire such a lovely amount of pain, suffering through the blurry faces I once called my peers through the blood and tears i begged them not to end my life but now I wish I had never begged such a terrible bargain but with you by my side it wasn't so sad you lit up my life my heart my soul but then you tore it down I'm sure you didn't mean to but as I watch you torture yourself with all those hateful words I cant help but feel an unbearable urge I'll tear this world apart for How much they destroyed you as they did to me now my love with them dead will we finally be set free? nothing is ever that easy but as we watch it burn we sit together hand in hand like we did once before I cant help but feel I'm where I belong 

But will this feeling ever end? The answer is yes torn apart your heart from  mine may we fall in a never endless divine till my soul be set free may you rest in peace