Lucky, If Only for an hour

I’m so lucky.
They come once in a Blue,
but the pain is gone.

My head is Mine
it just makes you cry.
My Limbs feel fine.

I know I can’t…
but this feeling could
carry me two, three, fall.

Smirks.
“It’ll be over in an hour or two,”
breaking my will.
I know I have Been…
43 years, 8 months, 25 days.

Time this over;
my mind can’t control this.