Victimized

He's taken my pride, self worth, and dignity,
forced me into a life of nothing but privacy,
made me feel worthless to this world,
these facts within have tossed and swirled.
Curtains remain closed with the doors locked,
since that day with nobody I've seen or talked.
Orders are made and left on the outside,
brought in when the days light has died.
Pills have been given and some things to do,
hoping the prescriptions help my mental view.
He is not welcomed in my life's forward path,
him trying to be a number two has no math.
Camera's adorn the outside on each wall,
email and phone blocked he can't call.
Hidden in a town they say "won't find",
he's made my future scary and blind.
Into my eyes I still see him stare,
what he's made me into is not at all fair.