Honour In Your Memory

I am writing this poem to honour your memory

I miss you, god I miss your presence that used to put my hair up on end

It feels like my heart is just disintegrating when I see your tombstone in the cemetery

My falling tears are bouncing off your stone, I am fine now because I know how to pretend

Time will never heal this pain inside of my empty, cracked heart

Everybody is laughing at my failure but it is painful

Every single second is impossible without you I am forever falling apart

Looking in your deep brown eyes use to be wonderful

Your smile was beyond brighter than the shining sun in the sky

Your phenomenal beauty is forever keeping me alive

I want to kiss your handsome lips so much I just cry

Without you, without you it is hard for me to survive

Your presence still lingers all around me

It is impossible to escape from your spell

But I do know I want to break our bond to be free

Good grief I want a whiff of your unimaginable personal smell

Just let me go towards your halo light, which is full of your innocent

I need you in my heart, to help me feel your warmth around my core

Your legacy will remain forever, one hundred percent

I believe in you, as I am soaking you up all in my emotional pours