Lately..

Lately, I feel like I have no one.

No one to trust, no one to share anything with, no one to talk to, no one to be there for me, no one.

I feel lonelier than I’ve ever felt in my life before.

I just want to be happy, truly happy, and I haven't felt that way in a really long time. 

Every time something good happens, something bad happens afterward, and I hate it.

Every passing day, my feelings get hurt, and they get deeper and deeper, and I get more emotional. 

I’m starting to not care anymore… about anything.

My feelings are getting too heavy for me to consistently carry them around everywhere, every day.

I feel so used, deceived, manipulated, and betrayed to the point where I don't want to talk to people anymore. 

It seems like nobody's real anymore.

real with how they feel, real with their words or their emotions. 

Sometimes it feels like people make things worse.

Sometimes I just want to leave the face of the earth

Sometimes I hate being here.