My tears

I want to cry..

But I can't.

Nothing will come out.

No matter how much I want to cry...

I just can't.

My body won't let me.

I have cried myself all out.

I've wasted all my tears on the sad things.

I've wasted my tears crying because of others. 

Because I felt like I wasn't enough.

Because I felt like nobody cared about me.

Because others broke me down.

Because others treated me as if I didn't exist.

Because others hurt me.

I have no more tears left to give.

I wish I had saved my tears.

So I could cry right now.

But I can't..