Judging

Smiling, laughing, always judging;

I never live up to your expectations;

Cleaning, caring, learning, loving;

None of these you ever notice;

Until it benefits you.

Crying, screaming, always judging;

You never care that your words hurt me;

I hate that I keep letting you in;

But you're so busy, oh so busy;

I'm never your priority.

Resentment, silence, always judging;

You've always taught that exhaustion is trivial;

Every silent cry for help;

You set aside as unimportant;

Because all bad feelings are a fake.

Stubborn, Lying, always judging;

You think a lie will set you free;

I try to preach the gospel truth;

You listen saying you believe;

And yet you leave and live a lie;

Why can't you see that this is wrong!

Tention, love, always judging;

You've hurt me so, yet I still love you;

Why the hell do I still care;

It's all my fault that I never remember,

I'm never your priority.