Thought's Grasp

NinjaGirl


Notice of absence from NinjaGirl
Hi everyone! I have been gone for a while, I don’t know if any of you all have noticed, but I apologize for not leaving a notice anyway. I will be gone for a while. I am not done writing poetry, and I have not given up. But I will be away for some time. I expect to return around 2028. Not sure if any of you guys will see this, but thank you for reading my poetry. Please do not worry, I will be okay! I look forward to returning!

Thoughts of death sneak into my head

I say I'd never do that I'm over that phase

But they creep in there and tell me it's ok

I shouldn't have to promise myself I'll die

One day so then one day it will all be over

I beat myself up over every single mistake

I make and tell myself nobody will like me

Now not anymore why would they like me

Spend time and money on me that's crazy

I'm such a burden if I wasn't I'd be liked

By others more and wouldn't be so sad

Everyone keeps thinking I'm healed maybe

I think I am sometimes as well but isn't

It all a lie and I'm really never going to get

Better.

 

  • Author: NinjaGirl (Offline Offline)
  • Published: November 4th, 2025 20:19
  • Category: Unclassified
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  • sorenbarrett

    A frightening poem that is very personal and that is the frightening part. I would very much miss your poetry as I miss the poetry of others that have died and left the site. Keep up your writing.

    • NinjaGirl

      I'll do my best, thank you for reading

      • sorenbarrett

        You are most welcome and it is my pleasure

      • Doggerel Dave

        I do hope you get some benefit from putting it out here, because it isn't an easy read. I'm at a loss - I can't seriously say 'Cheer up, look on the bright side,' but I do ache to say.......

        • NinjaGirl

          Ha, ha! Thank you for reading



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