the weight of the Holy Bible

Im afraid to believe that you love me 

Because i still dont have faith my god loves me 

Romans 6:1-14 

A verse that tears me, up 

And crumbles me low 

“Or don’t you know that all of us who were baptized into Christ Jesus

 were baptized into his death”

I cut my wrist so many times ive only seen red 

no where close to dead

Try to suppress myself, tried to make sure i didnt stand in the light

Lgbt colors are to bright 

Its only love that hurts like this 

God i know im not supposed to be like this 

Or am i?

Genesis 1:27 

“So God created mankind in his own image,

    in the image of God he created them;

    male and female he created them.”

Am i truly part of them? Or am i sin. I mean lgbt is part of my identity 

I identify with sin. Can I even say im christian.

2 Corinthians 5:21  says, "For our sake he made him to be sin who knew no sin, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God"