You Disappear

I am so glad that I can see your beautiful smile, to know you are here 
I could of reached you and made a quiet prayer requesting my love 
Suddenly you flew silently away to the heaven and disappear 
Now I am standing in the middle of a storm since you went to the above 

I couldn’t of reached, you moved so swiftly sweetheart 
Whilst my core is so heavy and breathtaking 
But you are still with me in my shattered heart 
Not knowing what it means, a phenomenal angel is awakening 

I had missed all of the holy signs 
And that you were ready to go to the peaceful place 
But now you can not call me on the lines 
I am missing your loving warm embrace 

You are my angel since you disappear 
I am forever grateful for your kindness 
For now I will keep you forever in my heart, my dear 
Trying hard not to fall in my deep sadness 

You disappear from me 
Forever to break free of the world of darkness 
Now left to rot in my thoughts and cries! How can it be?
You have no need for my forgiveness