A Heart That Still Weeps

"Absence haunts me, a constant refrain,

Echoes of 'whatif'and 'if only'remain.l,

A pain that gnaws, a heart that's sore,

Longing for presence, forever more.

"Tears of blood fall, like autumn's rain,

Memories pierce, heart's deep pain.

I cry out to Allah, in auguisg and woe,

Pleading for solace, a heart that's low.

"Their presence, a dream that I hold tight,

A comfort that soothes, a guiding light.

But now, in absence, I'm lost and alone,

A heart that's broken, a soul that's thrown.

" Yet still I hold on, to memories of the past, 

And cherish the love, that will forever last,

"My heart cries out to Allah , a plea so true,

To see him once more, my soul anew.

May fate grant me reunion's sweet delight,

To behold his face,and shine with love's pure light.

"His hopeful eyes, a memory so dear,

Still shine in my heart, dispelling fear.

When he called me daughter,a love so rare,

I felt like the only one, beyond compare.

"Tears fall like rain, as I write these lines,

Memories of him, a heart that still entwine's.

His love, a legacy , forever in my soul,

A bittersweet reminder, making me whole.

"In remembrance,tears flow like a stream,

Longing to see him, a heart's deepest dream.

Yet, in the pain, his love remains,

A treasured memory, forever sustains "

"A household's heartbeat, a love so true,

He led with kindness, guiding us through.

We lived in bliss, unaware of the fate,

That awaited us, a future without his gentle state.

" The last moment, a mysterious design,

A final gift, a whispered goodbye in time.

'We'll see you later,'words that echoed in my mind,

A promise unkept, a heart left behind.

I reached for his hand, a desperate plea, 

But fate had other plans, a destiny.

"In solitude, he faced his final night,

A room empty, save for the shadows'light.

I ponder on his last days, the weight he bore,

And wonder if I could have endured more,

"Memories linger, a bittersweet refrain,

A legacy of love, a heart that still sustains.

Though he's gone, his presence still felt deep,

A void that echoes, a heart that still weeps."