Learning To Set Me Free

As the days have gone by, to what turned to month, to years I sat and watched myself just slip away. From feeling it all to feeling nothing, I completely just naturally started shutting things off. I'd started to feel the emotions, then that breath I took in to ground myself. Eventually became my switch to just stopping the emotions completely.

So the days went on nights grew cold, the more I sat alone at night the more I just get in the zone. All the thoughts would rush in but no emotion to show. Just think man im overwhelmed with it all.

Not a soul actually listened, some will say I did or do maybe to a degree but at some point you dont hear what I actually said. Some aren't in a place to fully listen. Some have completely disappeared now that im no longer needed.

As the nights went on along with the days I began to have some clarity on a lot of things.

I need to set me free free from my burdens from the hurt I hide away my fears, I lay it all to god to who I believe in, I thank him praise him and ask him to help me help myself.

I lay it all to his feet and I even manifest. I will put in the work I will do what I need to set me free. 

It has also come to my clarity  that the place im in and the state I live in, thats it not good for me I cannot  grow here or prosper  this is the place the state the keeps me stuck.

I will unleash the one with one and free me from this place. I will create my home thati always dreamed of my safe place for there out of this state I can be free, free as a bird spring in the air. 

I will dance through my storm ride and rip the raves, I will glide and flow like the wind I will shine bright like the sun stars and moon. I will be free, for this is me taking my stand and preparing for take off.

MAN YOU HAVE TO SEE ME FLYYYYY.