Sweet cadaverous cacophony

Visual chaos hits into my mind
dyeing screaming colors to my eyes
while true life´s hallucinations 
make me go blind

death`s fire burns 
through the dark soil
when I got lost on a life´s highway
ending up calling my name

echoes hitting in my brain
flowing down 
bleeding to my soul

in this noisiness 
I silently hallow a righteous name
when I see the flooding blood 
covering red this very land

now the whole world 
wants me alive
just to watch me die
poisoning my soul
destroying my goal

I try to gather myself 
before everything falls 
by facing my fears of being 
my worst nightmare 

I try to keep my eyes wide open

expanding my thoughts
being in real 
being close to my dreams

this life is like painted rust
looks ravishingly beautiful, 
but crash when you touch

your hell touching my world

silver linings from my cloud 
are dropping down

this is like ongoing mind´s war
there are casualties
when our thoughts are battling
growing racing riot 
when words never stay quiet

but in the end, 
I want peace and silence 
no more unreasonable violence

I just close my eyes
and stop caring about your lies