She ain’t me

I saw him last night

He was happy to see me

He told me about her and that he's about to marry

He faked a smile and asked about me

I told him about you and that we're happy

He lost his smile and said I see

As he slowly whispered he misses me

He misses how it was to be loved by me

He faked it with her not to think about me

He misses the time he meant the world to me

It's been years but he's stuck in a memory

A single tear rolled down his face as he said he still loves me

I said I loved him too but we weren't destined to be

I guess he's been noticing she ain't me

He says he blames me

But I'm sorry

Cause even when he undresses her he's  searching for me

Cause even when he makes love to her he still calls my name accidentally

Sorry I ruined him in ways he can't see

Sorry he can't move on and forget about me

But it's too late now because I'm actually happy

He had his chance and choose her over me

So I moved on and found someone for me

Someone that thinks I'm worthy

Someone that wants to build a life with me

So don't blame me for choosing me

Don't blame me for wanting to be happy

Don't blame me for giving up when he forget about me

Told him his sadness was not on me

He sat there listening silently

He thought of how he treated me

He wiped his tears and smiled at me

Filled with regret he said sorry

Like somehow that could make it up to me

He said he wants to try again with me

He said he wants to try and fight for me

He claims he hates his life without me.