Am Angry

aDarkerMind

am angry.

once again the wind too cold to argue with.

it seems what cannot move I cannot trust.

I stink of cigarettes and gasoline.

I have no desire to love

the very things I cannot see.

I have puked one thousand daffodils

but still I lay here quiet as a rose.

this is death personified.

I am a sparrow in a hornets nest

juggling laughter with the blue veins of the moon.

too soon to die? perhaps

but who am I to argue with

a prostitute on a slate bed roof

giving head to a thousand seagulls

as I write my will on a cloud of jealousy,

as I write an ode to a suicidal man

with a long grey beard and a taste of leprosy.

am drunk.

once again the fluid flows

too cold to argue with.

naked and exposed

but still I lay here quiet as a rose.

so it has come to this

drinking piss from the fountain

where the great god's came and gathered for a feast.

now 40 days beneath the grass

still I know as little as you do.

the lord will be my shepherd that has found me.

what you were will never be again.

I am close to death

and I really do not care;

 

 

 

 

 

 

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  • sorenbarrett

    Surreal and dark this poem travels from one end to the other with little pause. Well done

    • aDarkerMind

      thank you my friend.....
      as kind as always.
      and very much appreciated.

      • sorenbarrett

        Most welcome my friend

      • Teddy.15

        He who dares to write like this is a true and profoundly talented writer/poet,

        I have puked one thousand daffodils

        but still she lays there quiet as a rose.

        this is death personified.

        I am a sparrow in a hornets nest

        juggling laughter with the blue veins of the moon

        Your imagery alone could make one's heart miss a beat but the emotional value well dear Melvin, on a par of your own my dear friend. Exquisite poetry. 🌹

        • aDarkerMind

          thank you Teddy.
          as kind as always my friend x

        • Friendship

          Well done. Your poem serves as an exploration of the human condition, aiming to connect with readers through shared feelings of despair, anger, and resignation in the face of life's struggles.

          • aDarkerMind

            a most kind comment greatly appreciated.
            thank you.

            • Friendship

              You're so welcome. my friend

            • Tristan Robert Lange

              My friend, I recognize this voice that argues with nothing because there’s nothing left to argue with. The collision of scripture, filth, and exhaustion feels like a man standing at the edge and narrating it honestly. That truth cuts deep, my friend, as your work always does! Great to see you post! πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸ™πŸ•―οΈπŸ¦β€β¬›

              • aDarkerMind

                thank you Tristan.
                always good to hear from you my friend.

                • Tristan Robert Lange

                  You are most welcome! And, likewise, my friend! 😎

                • Thomas W Case

                  Brilliant work, my friend.



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