The Great Reset

I am going to reset me

Reboot if you will

I will start over

But with new vigor

Heightened awareness of things

And people and scenarios

Like reincarnation but without loss

Of past memories and experiences

Of thoughts, opinions, love, grief

Happy times, sad, Anger or fears

Nice gestures and sweet sweet loving and caring connections

With other souls, animals, plants and nature

And music!

Food and living and breath and the Sky! 

The sky that has blotchy, searing white clouds on a sea blue tapestry

I will stare at the clouds until I see my true form

Right now they are blotches

But the edges are coming into focus

They are forming into me, slowly

The wind is mixing and changing directions

Sometimes loosing form

But it’s me, nonetheless

I know it

Buried in my own types of trauma, lack of awareness, self doubt and fear. 

And dependence on others to help me be me

That no longer serves me

I am anxious and so ready to see who that will be

I’m doing it because

I have to