Not As Two But As One

My glorious angel said “don’t be afraid, when you are alone”
My tears are falling down, I am feeling totally vulnerable and frightened 
Throughout my anxiety and anger, I just cannot stop shaking in my bones 
My darling dear, you have abounded me, left my heart so it will never brightened 

I am falling in a deep dark hole where dreams are made into nightmares 
My heart is filled with memories and hopes of our precious life 
Reliving pieces of history and I was so miserable, it is totally unfair 
I am going to cut my own pale wrist with a a blade of sharp knife 

I could never be without my beautiful Angel because he is my heart 
I will always love my precious, to my rotting cardiac’s system 
Dead forever together, I want your love and our dead lives will start 
I want to believe in this undead.life, I don’t want to see them 

I just cannot look to seeing them all emotional, crumbling down to the hard floor 
Sorry for that, I cannot imagine how hard this is for you. This fight I know I have finally won
I want you all to know how relieved I am. Now I can’t stop smiling even more
You and I belong together in Heaven. God have not made us not as two, but as one