Not As One, But As Two

My glorious angel said don’t be afraid, when you are alone

My tears are falling down because of I feel totally vulnerable, afraid and frightened

Throughout my anxiety and anger, I just cannot stop shaking my bones

My darling dear, you have abounded me and left my heart has not brightened

It is falling in a hole where dreams are made into nightmares

My heart is filled with memories and hopes of our precious life

Reliving a piece of history and I was so happy, now it is unfair

I could cut my own pale wrist with a a blade of sharp  knife

I could never be without my beautiful Angel because he is my heart

I will always love my precious, to my rotting cardiac’s system

Dead forever together, I want your love and our dead lives will start

I want to believe in this undead life, I don’t want to see them

I just cannot see them crumbling down to the hard floor

Sorry for that I cannot imagine how hard this is for you

 want to know how relieved I am. I cannot smile even more

You and I belong together in Heaven, God have made us not one, but as two