Overwhelmed 2.01

Oh to walk through this life 
unbothered and unfettered
By the thoughts of what could've been better. 
To bypass the chattering of teeth I need to endure to travel this weather.

I once dreamt a dream of a time I felt 
grand and tall
I saw masses of objects float towards the clouds, 
Like fog lifting passed a Cliffside wall. 
Equations and symbols flickered in my vision
 as if there... 
 but not really, like the things we can't hold passing through air

While at the center of this awe
 inspiring
 Scene to which I've been enthralled,
Hanged an eye
 in the beautiful blue skies. 
glaring at me and the world as if judging us
all at sunrise. 

I can't help but think what it
 meant to speak. 
Maybe it could've helped me in this
 journey I seek, 
But what it meant I fear is that I've
 missed the beat. 
My eyes feel so tired and my Will
Seems more weak.
Tho I don't know the outcome of this path 
Beneath my feet. 
I know it to at least to be the one thing 
I need complete.