My Golden, Shiny Ticket

I knew that something would go wrong 
Was it me I didn’t believe in you enough? I didn’t trust in your magic 
I would never let myself be excited, there was a feeling in my heart that was so strong 
In the end I was right, but grief took over everything that was tragic 

I was going to see my phenomenal man, but he had unfortunately died
No, he was murdered, by his own doctor, then my golden ticket was gone 
I mourned the loss of my Angel. I couldn’t stop unraveling, I cried and cried 
Tears flowing down my face, my heart break felt so heavy and done

I couldn’t believe how much pain one person, could cause from killing my Angel 
The Devil himself, I saw the doctor, my breathing was suddenly stopped 
But in redemption, I found that my Angel is in Heaven, beside God. I could hear the ringing of the golden bells 
They rang so loudly as my Angel was back home, my heart sank as its popped 

The agony I felt brought me to my knees, as my golden ticket turned into ashes 
My heart turned sour, with tears in my eyes. I couldn’t even feel my heart beating anymore 
Tears were pouring down my red face and falling off my wet eyelashes 
There was nothing I could do about my shiny golden ticket, my broken heart was so sore