The darkness in you shines in me

I am stuck and dug in emotions.

without you,i cannot sleep.

i grapple,with the ghosts of the day.

and through this rest less night-i lay awake.

i help to wonder,just on the why?

Your heart is shameless,and so is mine.

But i do not question why im alone.

Instead i ponder,and i condole.

I am struck by darkness.

You are struck by growth.

With the clock ticking, i surrender to emotions. 

And no longer question things on my own.

So here i am,listing passions.

And find myself caressing my expression.

No longer paint,no longer write.

Tell me why i have lost my light.

Im plotting

maybe,you should ask questions 

im feeling

maybe,i am feeding vengeance

so therefore i,in darkness shine

i manifest that i sleep sweetly

throughout this starry night