My Rough Sea Of Emotions

I’m just feeling really hysterical and brokenhearted

I am slowly drowning in the roughness of my own emotions

The harsh waves have come hurling against me, have just started

The sea’s waves are high and fast in many motions

Inside of my heart is a huge mess like an uncontrollable whirling whirlpool

I am all shaking with the uncertainty of life and my heart is beating so fast

My anxiety is getting worse and I am going to try and be cool

I can’t stop shaking, my eyes are hurting from welling up with tears

I have no control over my hands, so I carefully put my full cup down on the floor

People are talking to me and joking with me and saying I’m not good enough, my mind hears

I am desperately struggling to breathe under water as I try to swim to the shore

As people are laughing and pointing fingers at me, they are so aggressive

My sea of emotions is turning into storm of with thunder and lightning

As I try to breathe and understand what is going on in this storm is depressive

All of the loud voices and the violent screaming are frightening

In the face of the storm and I can’t swim without swallowing  up  my emotional sea

Gushing internally with my own thoughts, I am so tired of the feeling of my own soul

That is feeling of doubt and despair, just stop making ridiculous fun out of me

You did your potential damage by running all of mouths, and where my heart should have been is now a major hole