i've

I've

 

Why I climb to fall. 

 

Only your hive can answer I. 

 

Break our necks. 

What a shame. 

Flames will rest. 

In the same. 

Plane as them. 

In a sane. 

Game as they

Play the brain. 

 

Climbed to the top. 

 

Hurry my rescue. 

Eventually I'll burn. 

Lace my mind with 

Lace my mind with

Lace my mind with

Please just get me out. 

 

I hang on tight with what's left. 

 

Ahhh-anticipation

Ahhh-I wanna die. 

Lies in lies

I gotta lie and all I do is cry and cry and cry

And why I why I run I don't wanna know

I breathe in with a slightly broke wind in throat and nose. 

Who knows? 

Hope is done. 

Burn my rope. 

Let me fall. 

Off the edge. 

Ledge is mine. 

To abandon. 

Lodge me. 

In the mind decay of my decades of mild prey. 

Predate on fire. 

Consume the flames. 

O burn my sanity. 

Just earn my brain. 

Eat away my thoughts. 

Heat a way through all. 

Erode my tears. 

 

And off I fall. 

 

I blind my eye, other is torn

Between my head

And all is worn. 

Worn on my shoulders. 

Living not. 

Up rolling boulder. 

Arti-

choke me in my wake! 

You know the stakes

Place head on stake. 

Rape fear till break. 

I hate my hate. 

But all is hate. 

And I will wait. 

 

A million seconds, I fly past. 

 

 

 

Present my dagger. 

Ghostly shadow. 

Shall you dance in mostly shallows. 

Future stabs me in my me. 

By me I mean all I have been

All I have seen and all I've dreamed. 

I all have fear. 

A wall is near. 

A maze of amaze. 

A razor blade. 

A radar blazing in the rain. 

A sailors sail. 

A trailers trail. 

A bristled whistle echoes drizzle. 

A fatal fail. 

A whales wail. 

And busy hissing grinning blizzard. 

Snake takes after. 

Before I, fool. 

I won't die at all. 

 

At last I crawl not. 

 

And kiss all these embers. 

 

Friends with the ash. 

 

I love the ashes friend. 

Makes my sanity stay. 

But I remember my mistake. 

Just one, just living Is enough. 

To fail. 

Again. 

For the first time. 

Frail. 

Just touch my mind again. 

For the first time. 

 

Sanity ashen, ready at hell. 

 

Hellish ending, luxury life. 

Loving in falling, endless. 

Ends never disappear like every single soul. 

Said only under light. 

Living in great height, tradegy. 

 

Taken. 

Rendered

Alive, 

Dead

Ends. 

Grief. 

Y? 

 

Do I die. 

Do I die? 

Who and why? 

Am i alive? 

Am I a life? 

Have I arrived, 

Just to bleed. 

To feed my hive. 

 

Never felt aliver. 

In vitro. 

But I guess I'm not.