I used to say

I used to say "no more love for now on"
How could I ever say that?
As if I could control how I can feel; Can you do that? bet you can't.
You may say you can, but once you fall in love... (you're done for real)

I used to say "I will not feel that pain again"
how could I ever say that?
as if I could avoid what life's got to me;
"many bad and good things", I'd like to say,
but the more I realize how things work,
the more I realize how sad I'm becoming (and I'm done for real now)

My mother used to say
"you really have a weak heart"
how precise she was, in both ways she's right,
and I might not be around soon, anyway...
(so what's left to me, really?)

My world is spinning around, can't hear a sound;
My vision is blurry, it's getting dark and cold;
Is this the end? that's kinda early though;
Not that I care, just wish I could have seen you at least once in my life (and I used to say that...)
Can't feel my arms and legs anymore (I was happier before)
My eyes are closed and my breathing is weaker (how could I say that?)
My voice is cracking, my heart's stopping (happiness is in small things)
Goodbye friends, goodbye life (and I was blind all my life, so don't close your eyes)
It's time to respawn on another world (until we meet again, see you)