the bigger picture of life

Im sorry mom and dad

I know that u guys had

A lot of plans to have

 A big family

So you could see

More of yourselves

 in a world so ugly

But if u knew it was so doomed

Why'd you bring us here?

 Is that what you wanted?

To see others like you suffer for years?

i mean this place is so fucked up.

Im sorry mom and dad

but i just don't feel the love

I guess its just a mindset

That everybody else has

And i clearly dont have.

I'm missing

the bigger picture.

Y'know they say life

is filled with wonder

At least,

thats what im led to believe

So then why is the bigger picture

 a cycle of suffering

on repeat

on repeat

on repeat

on repeat

on repeat?