The Loss Of My Valentine

On this day my Valentine is dead 
This day brings me back to the day you had died 
In the moment I am thinking of the loss of my Valentine, I’m losing my head 
I had to take all of my crying and screaming, asking if they had lied 

He had been dead for decades I should be lying next to my Valentine 
I would trade places with him in a heartbeat 
The fact you are dead, I then open a big bottle of wine 
I am drinking in remembrance of you, drinking it neat 

You have scarred my heart when you had to fly away 
Away from me and now you are in Heaven, safe from this shit life 
I can never forget what you told me, that you loved me everyday 
I am crying and tears are pouring down my face in that strife 

Until we meet again, Valentines will always come and haunt me forever 
I wish all the stars in the universe, you were here with me but you are not 
I still traumatised by this day, I love you however 
This day will not get any easier I am sorry, but in my heart I cannot undo this knot