You Went To Heaven

Every single moment, I am crying 

Remembering every detail of you, all night and all day 

You were at peace and you went to the Holy Light 

I was there with you when you unfortunately were dying 

In a second, you were gone and I was alone 

You went to Heaven while I cried my heart out 

All of a sudden I was crying and I were so cold in my bones 

I never found the energy to scream or shout 

My heart was broken, bleeding and it was aching

Every single breath was so exhausting and sore 

Because of this agony and I was panicking

I could not take anything else more 

Seriously I wanted to be able to hold you and sit next to you 

Even though you gone to Heaven because of you were dead 

You wrecked my mind and broke my heart in two

Numb inside of my heavy body and my twirled emotions. I felt like I was losing my head