My loophole

Deep within that uneasiness exists,

Hard to explain yet, so vivid 

Wonder I about the time for this pain to set me free 

Wonder I about my measly frowning 

"Isn't this something everyone goes through?"

Yet why am I to suffer like this, or rather these verses make me weak

As violent as the tides, emotions are taking me to top of the world

Another second, it's me in the underworld

Ponder i upon the answer to come 

Maybe it's sitting within me but under the veil of darkness

So I shall not be afraid of the darkness for my answer lies in the branches of his

Instincts to trust and thrive on my journey seeking to find worldly treasures 

But what if I get lost and found nothing

Then optimism shall take a hold of me

And we must begin a new adventure with a new start, 

Leaving the world as it is

pathetic I look pathetic 

Again and once again easiness hugs me

"Why do I look so pathetic?"

Now, I calm down and trust my guts

Not caring for the results while dying to them...