I Missed My Train

The train is taking a long time to get to my stop. 

It feels like time has stopped. 

I am currently waiting for the train to come. 

I miss the train a lot. 

Before,

I wasn't even aware that I wasn't at the stop I was supposed to be at.

I was on the train for a very long time.

I would occasionally get off at different stops because I couldn't decided which one was my stop. 

I shouldn't have done that. I was so stupid. 

I would get lost when I got off. 

I would sit on the floor, clutching my knees, and crying non-stop. 

At the time, I thought it was because I was lost. 

Now,

I think it was because I missed the train.