I dont feel as I belong anymore
I'm a stranger to my own reality
And the dreams I've had seem wasted
Maybe they didnt mean a thing
I look at my blurred reflection
I cant pinpoint my identity
And these walls that felt so warm
They dont really do much for me
A numbness grows inside, as I
Look at memories on my phone
Where once I felt so much joy
Now no longer feels like home
Could it be just a passing phase?
Maybe a temporary low
Well, how fleeting is it
When it is all I have ever known?
When was the last I've felt at peace?
Its been so long, I cant recall
Nothing seemed to work
No, nothing at all
Seconds pass on by, as I
Feel increasingly more alone
Inside these walls in isolation
It no longer feels like home
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A heartfelt poem that displays depression for public viewing. It is very raw and lies exposed. It is very human and begs for consideration. This existential crisis looks for direction in a storm and shelter to gather strength. Nicely written
Thank you for the words, mate 🖤
You are most welcome
that stanza hit me so hard... I feel the same way. I don't know what to do, it's either I'm sober and awaiting death or I'm not sober and awaiting death at this point. sigh great poem
I understand, and I am sorry you have to feel that way. I am wishing the best for you, mate. Thank you for your kind words 🖤
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