Forget the day

Not always moving foward

Sometimes running back

Falling in to perilous pits 

The way the life hits

Brings back the pain

Sometimes my own skin

Reminds me how alive I've been

Floating on a broken raft

Barely able to swim

The right time to drown

Hearing my own shout

Screaming into the abyss

With no one around

I feel the pain anyways

Sometimes the best part of being alive

Is when it's my turn to die

I will leave this place

Without any doubts

Or anything left behind

Without anyone else by my side

I peer into darkness 

Feeling little warmth 

Such a selfish suicide 

Completely unjust

Hanging lifeless by a truss

This world eats you alive

Spit out the remnants 

When its your turn to go 

It will come as no surprise

To anyone or anything

So just forget the day

It was never alright

They never really cared

Wearing just a mask

Those who claimed to have loved

We were all in doubt

Left me here alone before 

We all tried so hard

Nothing gained nothing lost

This world is not our own 

We do not belong anywhere