Again

Again

Hi me. 

I am living in a world of agony. 

I'm looking for the key to get free. 

Please help me. 

Please tell me. 

Am I? 

Running in a circle with just a start and end. 

Any movement brings me back to the start again. 

I try to dig a hole out of the hole I dug. 

Just to fall down even further to a hole again. 

I need a friend. 

I have a friend. 

But the friend I have befriended has made other friends. 

I need a friend. 

I don't know when. 

Will I lose my current self if I lose my current friend? 

Will I dig the dug out hole until I find an end? 

Or will I end the digging by filling this hole? 

Making it whole again. 

Will my life end? 

Or will I defend? 

My soul from being buried by my soul again. 

If this is the end. 

Please tell me when. 

So I can keep a friend right up to the end. 

When will I end? 

Please show me when. 

So I can cheat death and bend this circle again.

Is this the end? 

Again...