A Blessing In Disguise

I’m just trying to hold back heartbreaking feelings and emotions 
I just want to wipe away my tears and cry, all alone 
I need your passionate energy and love in a potion 
I will not fall in love with anyone else, I am so cold to my bones 

I can’t breathe without you because you are my delicate air 
You will always haunt my soul and my future always 
I am constantly crying inside of my deepest of despair 
In my heartbreaking thoughts I am nowhere to pray

You had my heart in your hands and your forces broke it
Now I am suffering for you to come back 
I will leave a message for you by keeping a candle lit
I need you forever my dear, my longing will never lack 

I am forever listening for your unquestionable love 
You are my lingering hope for to see you again 
Even though you have went to the Above 
Whilst I am suffering from this burning pain 

But I am living a nightmare of my own lie
I still grieve for you, my heart keeps bleeding 
You are my love and my huge tether to your cry
In my heart I will always remember that feeling 

Always being loved and appreciated by you 
I welcome you into my life and my heart 
You were pulling slowly for me through
This difficult situation have to start 

I have not the energy or the right person
Who is able to be there as I could only ever love you 
But I wish your phenomenal life would have carried on 
I will never forget your kindness that is my hue