Memories

I was highly pumped to leave my mom and daddy

Ran outside the city

Sexting; Damn! won't take it with me!

Patience is the key

But fucking ran out of my strength

I wonder what is the benefit of this given all the length?

Sadly, we fucking fell out; the grief!

But she was my greatest treasure

Infinite reality makes my heart melt under its pressure

Playing with elusive rapists

That Chinese man came to me

“He's weird and we don't understand 

But we still love him, go see!”

Thomas in the basement

I said “You're a horrible friend!”

“L.R.P! I matter, you see!”

Cruel girls laughed; my end

“Don't you dare go get relief 

Cause I love to watch you suffer”

I shrunk under that shameful thing 

Cold stones and ice; my mother

Genius mind; I broke the veil

A mind that's never still 

“You're such a goddamn cruel sister cause

U take advantage of my weak-will!”

“I hate you now, I'll hate you later”

Murder on my mind

You ripped me out of my dear home

Joy isn't anywhere else to find