I Have Been Up For Days Weeks Months

Anthony Hanible

I have been up

For days

Weeks

Months 

Time thinning like breath on glass

The hours slipping loose

From their names

Sleep circles me

Like a wary animal

Close enough to hear its breathing

Too far to touch

My thoughts flicker

Small frantic wings

Against a window

That will not open

I keep moving anyway

Through the soft ache

Behind my eyes

Through the hum

That settles in my bones

When the world goes quiet

Somewhere in the distance

A version of me is resting

Dreaming

Whole

But this version

The one still standing

Learns to live

In the long

Trembling stretch

Between one heartbeat

And the next

And still

I rise

I rise

I rise

Not because I am unbroken

But because morning

Keeps finding me

Awake

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  • sorenbarrett

    There is a feeling of persistence in the face of life continuing in this poem. Well done

  • 2781

    There's a lot going on. I've suffered sleeplessness over the years, from both anxiety and drug abuse.
    Now I sleep like a log.
    I hope you find your piece.



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