On A Loop

Wake up

Mental coup

I think I'm on a, on a loop

Yesterday feels like every day

Stumble

Out of bed

Every thought repeats in my head

My face melts on the mirror

I blink once

And I'm out of the door

Back at the shop

It is the same as before

Clock out

Back home before four

Crawl into bed

Hoping tomorrow will be more

Wake up

Thoughts wont mute

I think I'm on a, on a loop

It didnt even feel like I rested

Stumble

I'm barely up

A light roast poured into a cup

Just another 40 years of this

And I blink

I'm out the door

Early morning rise

Illuminated by each store

As I park

A thought pierces my core

Just one wish

For tomorrow to be more

Wake up

A downward droop

I think I'm on a, on a loop

Just too tired for anything

Stumble

Reach my phone

I think I'll just stay on home

And rot away in secrecy

When I blink

I'm on the floor

My mind set ablaze

My thoughts become torn

I cant sleep

My body is too worn

Lost in a daydream

Let tomorrow be more

Wake up

Mental coup

I think I'm on a, on a loop

Yesterday feels like every day

Stumble

Out of bed

I dont know if I'm alive or dead

Watching my face disintegrate on the mirror

I blink once

I'm out the door

Same old tale

Told as before

Back on home

A little before four

Its all a cycle

Maybe tomorrow I'll be more