Notice of absence from Vanna
I come and go. Sometimes I will post everyday for a week and then I won’t post for months.
I come and go. Sometimes I will post everyday for a week and then I won’t post for months.
I hate you.
I hate how you’re always in my head,like a broken record on repeat.
I hate how you light me up inside, a spark turning into a fire I never meant to start.
I hate how you make me nervous, like a kid on the first day of school, hands shaking, heart too loud.
I hate how you make me care about how I look, about what I say, about everything.
I hate how you make me want to let you in, even after I swore every door was locked.
I hate how much you make me feel.
I hate how much I don’t hate you at all.
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So much hate even hating hate. I loved how this turned around at the end. Well done
Thank you so much I appreciate it
You are most welcome
Vanna, I’ve felt that kind of contradiction…where something pulls at you even when you’re trying to resist it. That mix of nerves, care, and wanting to shut it down all at once…yeah, that’s real. 🌹🖤🙏🕯️🐦⬛
Thank you for the feedback I highly appreciate it
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